SP experience was really great 2dae!!! i luv it...im tinkin bout gg to poly instead...nvm regardin biomedical science shall go consult gerry...lol...dey dun hv nursing lor...i tink it ll b a lil diff bout moi ambition o being a doctor bt nvm...i ll still b in healthcare...lolok so woke up damn early 2dae la...den we met up...lol...too big gp...we always lose ppl here n dere...lol...rou bing dey all missed us on d mrt so we had to meet dem at another station instead...lol...so we were d first sch to go into d convention centre...lol...always tt kiasu...lol...jkin...it was kinda hard for me to adapt at first...lol...sumtink btw mabs, rou bing n me...lol...so we had d tok d person tokin kept promotin SP...den ltr gt breakfast b4 we head for d sci block...den had another tok...bt we luv dis one for sure den dey had students tokin n dere was dis gal shes lyk 21 bt she looks lyk 19...lol n she is really cute, cute as in chubby cute...lol...she kept makin all o us laugh n i enjoyed hearin her experience. den we were divided into 3 diff gps...mel wore sandals so she could not go for biomedical science...she wen d food one instead...so rene, cheryl n i wen for biomed...its was damn fun! we dd an experiment on bacteria...so we put sum bacteria on d microscope lense den ltr dd dyin to stain it...b4 we put under d microscope to c d results...its really nice bt disgusting...lol...rene n mine were cocus in shape n dey were stained purple well dey r gram +ve...lol...cheryl n wen feng's wan is rod shape n dey were stained red coz deir's were gram -ve...lol...enjoyed d dae!we were also told by d senior d theory for d happenins n we were also told tt d lab actually test for infectious microorganism...which is so cool!so tts d end o d hole experience...lol...n blood agar really stink...not as if i purposely wen to smell dem bt its just tt it so happen allowed me to smell it...lol...so we head for CP for lunch at yoshi once agn...lol...i had salmon bowl 2dae...yummy...lol...den i bought cookies, mabs bought barley for her mum, chicken pie n bean curd while rene bought sumtink for her pet...erm d slpin tink la...tt tink tt looks lyk oat...bigger version o it...lol...den i wen back hm, took a nap n wen for tuition...not long aft i arrived, bev came...i luv her man...las min her tuition tcher was sick so she could cum for am lesson...she brighten up moi life...lol...at least for tt 3 hr...lyk sum ppl go MOS n ditched us once agn...lol...tuition wasnt as bad as wad i tink...thou it was quite n quite dead bt its still not bad coz dere was companion well aft all Os cumin so we had to b serious...bez...dad agreed to let me go for d movie!!! yippee!!! wif mabs, rene n jing yi!!! yes!!! alrite gotta go rush sumtink le...tk kaire peeps
my dreams 7:11 AM
ok had chi Os 2dae...i cant bother to elaborate on d details...so aft tt decided to wait for yo coz i cant find mindy...so sae mindy den we tok bout topics which are lyk so rong...lol...den meet yo...wen kovan eat yoshi oso wif eliz...so yo n mindy wen mini toons while eliz wen off...den dey pick n choose i fumble wif stuff...n sumtink so rong happened...freaked me out...lol...so reached hm at 3...bathe, packed n made calls...meetin rou bing at 4 at hougang station...kk i was late...bt we reached yio chu kang station 5 mins b4 d meetin time...lol...phew!
haha so we waited...eat ice cream...n finally we made a move...we walked to season park...lol...i luv d walk...long bt nice...chat wif tang, jac, rou bing, gaya...lol...den it was lyk a walkaton...lol...luv it...
so we prepared d food, n 3 sec 4s n 3 sec 3s set up d fire for 2 small pit...lol...in d end d sec 4s won...yay...lol...friendly match...lol...so aft we prepared, sec 3s n sze hwee ma'am took over to cook...den we ate pizza...ok la...i had no choice bt to share...coz rou bing n jac gave me d opposite to eat...n both sides were d crust...no way am i gonna eat only d crust...lol...so i was forced to do tt...lol...den we eat n chat...was being served...aft we were done...head to d playground to play...lol..tag...freeze...luv it...it really made me scream n run...lol sweat lots n i luv it...lol...den security came wa he really veri irritatin sia...lol
so around 10 plus, we wen to d pool to soak our feets...lol...den ltr saw pei si n lydia in d pool so i wen down...its baby pool so only parts o moi shorts was wet...den happily, gaya gave me a push...ok i was drenched...lol...so i created mani tsunami...lol...den stupid security stopped us agn...haiz...lol...so wen to get changed den mani ppl left le...so lydia n me was tokin...den ltr only left gaya, lydia n me...we chat at d playground b4 ms ong escort us to tower 2...lydia's father had to gif me a lift coz moi mum sae dey could only cum round 11.30...whihc means i hv to wait another 1/2 hr...n ms ong hv to wait wif me as well...sick...
so irritating la...den sum ppl spoil moi hole mood...bcoz lydia's dad fetched me hm den he show me black face...wth...its lyk hu suppose to b dere by 11 n den tell me by 11.30? i still hv a tcher wif me summore la...moreover ms ong dun stay dere wor...nah cant b bothered...wth la...tmr gt tuition 5-8...qin not gg...duno bout bev...i hope she goes...if not dis 3 hrs is torture... n she better release me by 8 lor...i hv an appointment at 6.30 bcoz o dis i hv to cancel...n den everytink ll b freezed...haiz den d hole appointment ll b expired...i hv already not gone 4 2 wks le!!! finally tot i gt d chance...haiz den tt person spoil moi mood...lyk halo...nw is not me hus fickle minded la! its her la! at first sae cannot in d end kanna make me happy for nth...sick...
i ll go maths crazy one o dese daes...I HATE MATH...dun ask me y i tk am as well...haiz...so mani math tink to do...kill me manz...moi only subject is jus math...i dun tk other subjects...i dun mind oso...hiya...cant b bothered manz...i mean if i dun hv appointment i really dun mind gg for tuition...haiz...2 wks nv go means a waste o money...since mum tinks shes rich let her b den...irritatin...im pissed...i dun feel lyk gg hm aft SP tmr...haiz...aniwae its borin...is dere luv? its kinda cold now adays...well cant b bothered! irritatin ppl roam d world kill dem manz...hate dem...haiz...i shld not hv signed up for tt stupid tink...no health, i wonder hws shes gonna teach...
cant b bothered to highlight moi text n i m gg to slp...nitez
my dreams 8:56 AM
haiz dun wanna blog 2dae de! bt no one to tok to...shall spam moi own blog 2dae!!!! dun ask me y i emo...coz i really duno! 2dae's mums bdae! she herself not happy n i oso not happy...dun really have d mood to go celebrate...
haiz.....i dun mind helpin to do a lil household work...bt its jus tt everytime its me! n d rest r lyk down dere there playin!!! playin k...i seriously gt no mood to go n celebrate...suddenly so mani tink came into moi mind...bad memories...i dun wan...bt wad can i do? i really duno...i dun wan to stress her animore...dun wanna confide in her...coz shes hvin her own prob...no one i can tok to, no i can confide in...suddenly everytink cum into moi mind...
finally i gt d mood to celebrate den moi stupid bro pissed me off...im pissed totally...cant he just stop spoilin moi mood? den was jus helpin dem to save d cake coz its lyk meltin...in d end kanna scolded...irritating...i cant b bothered animore la! aniwae dey ll b gg out ltr which means i hv d hole hse to moiself, hole silence to moiself n hole self to moi self...k at least i hv said it out le...better nw...shall stop spamin moi blog...haiz...
my dreams 12:48 AM
ok it seems long since i last updated...not tt long la...bt it seems...lol...hv been into frenster more often dese daes thou i noe im nt suppose to la...didnt wanted to blog...coz nth much n im not feeling well so life seems boring 2dae...
dis lil bro o mine...haiz he tinks tt money can make d world go round...haiz...well den mum was lyk as long as u can live happily can le...lol...
suo wei de "shi bai nai shi chen gong zhi mu". well i dd fail mani tink bt i believe one day i can do it de!!! ok so money doesnt make d world goes round...n i feel tt moi bro is still too young to understand bt one dae he ll...
kk la shant tok animore la...dun feel lyk tokin le...bb
my dreams 5:36 AM
ok it seems long since i last updated...not tt long la...bt it seems...lol...hv been into frenster more often dese daes thou i noe im nt suppose to la...didnt wanted to blog...coz nth much n im not feeling well so life seems boring 2dae...
dis lil bro o mine...haiz he tinks tt money can make d world go round...haiz...well den mum was lyk as long as u can live happily can le...lol...
suo wei de "shi bai nai shi chen gong zhi mu". well i dd fail mani tink bt i believe one day i can do it de!!! ok so money doesnt make d world goes round...n i feel tt moi bro is still too young to understand bt one dae he ll...
kk la shant tok animore la...dun feel lyk tokin le...bb
my dreams 5:36 AM
really had fun 2dae!!! hehe...IJ frens r frens 4 life!!! in dis case i can confirm yo, emily n jing yi...i luv dem wif moi hole heart...had mass in d mornin...den jing yi n i agreed to sing as loudly as possible...lol...den mass ended wif us singin a song we sang for 10 yrs n another song we sang for 5 yrs...i miss pri sch life...well im lucky to hv jing yi as moi bestie!!! lolso aft mass had gospel singin com...i lyk d one presented by 3H...lol chloe sang well n her voice is lyk so sweet...lol...den go bac class k d class co-operated by shiftin d chairs n tables...gd job 4G...i luv moi class...den we wen for recess n wen to hallhad leaders investiture!!! den aft tt we gt presentation by 4A ppl on d make up n hair stylin coz...omg...i wanna go for d hairstylin de!!! its so cool!!! hw i wish i hv d chance...lol...den mrs tan announce 2 classes tt do not hv ani bookins...so i tot mayb our class dun stand a chance...in d end...3E n 4G was screened...we screamed...yay its 4G once agn!!! yay n we rox...a class tt does not hv bung at all! yay!!! i luv moi class!!! lolden we end d dae...had lunch wif em den wen hm together...gosh i tok to her lyk b4...remember b4 was bout uh hmm...n moi cca n 1E...lol we were both frm 1E so wad u expect...lol den 2dae was tokin bout a fren o ours...not gossipin, den moi feelin sumtink not rite beneath me la...lol...den her feelins...lol...i miss dose daes...wen we were in sec 1...i luv it manz...gonna call her ltr...lol...so hw? well aft silvia n em open me...i feel much better...lol...our gang is shattered bt a few still hold on together...lol...ok quite an achievement 2dae...i found out sumtink n its confirmed...n i asked sumtink...so all in all i gathered lotsa info to solve d big puzzle...lol...yay! i dd it n not gonna do it agn! coz it ll nt b complicated animore...weird as it may seem bt it interestin...kk dis is an inside joke tt em, via n me noes...lol...alritez obasan nv cum sch 2dae...mat oso n dyan oso...lol pj n me tot bout sumtink both pon 2gether...awwww lol...i luv 2dae...yippee...moi feelins r cleared, puzzle solved n everytinks well!!!kk gonna call em le!!! tata
my dreams 11:38 PM
yay! i m officially 16!!! last nite sum ppl make me so excited tt i hv a hard time fallin aslp...lolok so las nite jing yi send me a testi saein if she cant make it at 12 mn, den she ll sae it to me at tt pt o time...lol...awwww so sweet...lol den at 12, ok i purposely stay till 12 to count dwn,kinda dd wif rach bt half way she gt to go...lol...den at 12 changed moi nick...lol...n receive a sms frm emily moi bestie...really appreciate it...n she was complainin sae veri nan ao until 12...lol...den kang wei wished me as well n he said he aint late...lol which is true, not 4gtin gwen, rachel, thumbi...lol...ok dis mornin was so damn excited n den sum one spoil moi mood...irritating...wadeva...so jing yi was lyk nvm she spoil ur mood den let me affect ur mood den...lol so sweet...really glad to hv her as bestie...so wen up to bbc den wanted to put moi bag near bb pole den saw "her" so we smiled n i was pissed aft tt incident wif tt person...duno y gt d urge to run so ran to d place where moi duty is...iszit due to adrenaline? im not too sure...so aft duty jing yi hand me moi pressies...lol she bought 2 la! ok so i hv to sae she does noe wad i luv n so happenin d huge tink she bought 4 me i luv oso...lol i jus luv cushion...lolso well its only mornin tt spoil me mood...so head to gym to check paper...yes! i gt 52 for paper 1...i was lyk so happy! finally aft so mani 40 plus...bt paper 2 drag moi hole results dwn, in d end gt b3 which is lyk k lor bt i wan an a2 thou moi goal was b4...den we wen to rooms...n chat n tok n played reversi...thou i only played 1 game! n wen crazy for d rest o d day...lolden aft recess gt tok by VP so we listen...she said she ll not scold us...b4 tt, bev came runnin to me sae she 4gt 2dae's d 24...den i was lyk nvm la...so she wished me n she sae she not suppose to 4gt dis dae...n tears were already in her eyes...now i noe y kumar always sae we r gd frens...lol...im touched by her tears bt i tot it was only a bdae...k so in tuition gang gt one lyk to tok...one matured lady...one clever gal...one playful gal n one senior...lol...i luv dem...aft sch wen 4 council meetin nth much thou...den wen to hv lunch wif mindy, yo n gaya...lol...den we ate so mindy, yo n i decided to eat d youghurt tink agn...lol...so ordered den wen we r bout to throw d litter, mr yeo look at us in a funny way...den we chat wif him bout fitness, watermelon, friendster n studies...lol...sumtimes hes fun to tok wif thou...den wen over to piano n ltr yo n mindy left while me n gaya head to CPon d way we tok as usual...bt dis time we tok bout another weird topic...kk bt i dun really noe hw we gt to tt...lol...i tink bout a couple den we head on to dad n so on...lol...weird...lol...den came bac wif cake, d choc was abit damaged thou, lol coz i dd 3 veri hard hit...bt nvm its still yummy n duke asked for more...lol...hu wont...lol cute!oh ya tokin to rachel las nite den she was lyk news spreads fast...so gerry told her i wanna do nursin bt i wanna do medicine, nursing moi second choice...lol...moi leader geraldine...lol...ok so wad more shld i tok bout...ok b4 sch ends, i wen over to 4F which is lyk only next doll...den wanna tok to Jy den dyan was lyk "eh...u cum n find ur BF arh!" pls la...i lyk tell her mani times we gameover le so i jus rolled moi eyes at her lol...den jy was lyk "u nv go find ur GF arh?!" lol...i ans "she wen long ago le!" lol...tts last yr game...i miss tt time thou we always kanna suan...lol...so JY n i decided to demolish our plans...not gg for da vinci code le...gg for d xmen tink...coz promise mabs if jy go den i tink bout it...well mayb it ll b nice...lol...den voice...i duno if its tt scary coz wanna go c wif JY...guess only she ll go coz mabs n rene nv lyk such stuff...lol luv moi gangs...sch n tuition (obasan rox)ok so i gt a voodo doll frm rou bing...nice o her to remember wad i lyk...lol...she bought me one tts on studies n work...so dis voodo doll o mine ll help me gt rid o all backstabbers, gossippers...lol...gt a trinket box frm yo n mindy...lol...it really kinda depicts moi lyk...k it reads " I love to dress up in a sparkly pink gown, and on moi head wear a plastic crown. but now I wish 2 b a real princess wif a crown o gold n a long flowin dress. then on moi throne i ll sit n feast on a chocolate mountain, every last bite." haha ok mayb i always dress in pink bt i hardly lyk pink...k mayb sumtimes pink is nice...lol n i luv chocolates...yum yum...den mabs, rene n cheryl bought me a bottle o perfume frm the body shop...moi fav shop...lol...n dey gave me a card too...so i blast their pockets...lol...jing yi gave me a box o choc n a cushion with a dog tail n head...luv it...well ppl ll sae frm moi uh hmm bt to b correct is moi bestie...lol...crappin 4 las part...lol...k not 4gtin mel, she folded a bird for me, n moi sec 1 jrs...dey gave me a hand made card...lol...really appreciate it...ok moi bros gave me a necklaces n it cums wif a handphone deco wif d veri same pendent!las bt not least...deanna declares "thank you peeps...u made moi day a joyful n carzy day!!! thank you! " so ting n da jie wished me too 2dae...lol nt forgtin dem la...lol...i really appreciate d ppl tt brighten up moi dae, makin me nt so dull...lol...k had enuff fun le...lol...tk kaire peeps...luv ya-huggs-
my dreams 1:42 AM
k i hv to say deanna is d stupidest gal u ever find on earth!!! hu ll ever sae her damn lousy results 2 daes b4 her bdae??? hu? tell me la!!! argh!!! k so mum n dad were lyk d usual stuff...bt dey nv scold bt i failed real badly...o coz i didnt sae d grades la...haiz...bev saes she ll sae on her bdae n her bdae pressie ll b not to scold me! cute...gd idea...lol
bt i dun wan wad if it dampen moi mood on tt day...haiz...so ami is askin me wad i wan n mabs, rene n cheryl hv bought mine! im really surprised tt vana cheap in too...gosh...lol...unexpected...so PTM cumin le...i duno hw oso...moi mood nt tt dampen le lar...quite ok la!!!
n i hv finally cleared d air wif em...so val was tokin crap which really gave me a fright n chelle ll keep secrets accordin to em...so everytinks gd...n i can hv an official step dwn!!! yay!!!
my dreams 7:08 AM
ok ok...im bored 2dae hardly can blog much...haiz...im so gg SP n tryin out a day dere...lol...at least we gt 4 ppl in d same coz includin me...mabs, rou bing dey all r lyk only one person...so sad...i cant stand loneliness...i nv wan to b alone agn...haiz...siao arh me...tokin as if im lyk emo...lolkk so dd paper 1 n paper 2 nth much to sae, really bored...aft sch waited for yo for her match to end b4 gg CP...haiz...i hope emmie didnt blurt it out...im lyk dead if she saes it out n aniwae im nt so much to uh hmm...kat well i dun i so dun...n its only less den 2 mths b4 i officially steps dwn!!! argh! gosh...tt gal better dun anihw sae! i hv had enuff wif tt "gal" where i called fren hu is a total betrayer...well tt incident only sum o moi close frens n moi squadmates noe...n i dun wan her name inside moi blog so im so not gg to type it in...aniwae shes so not in our sch...nana cant b bothered...so hang round in CP den bought d stuff tt we nd...im so bored...ok mayb life is bored...oh ya den i saw yee xin...i jus cant call her claudine...lol...so not use to it...well...moi "mentees" r lyk so disappointin me...i can understand tt she nds time to change bt...she shld change for d better n not for d worst...d other one i duno la...havent really contacted her...haiz...manz dd i trust d rong person? dd i or d i not? she can b trusted bt its lyk a volcano...she ll burst anitime...n sumtink unrite so rong may cum out...hw...ll hist repeat? i so dun wan it to repeat...hu can help me? haiz...all moi mood is dampened...haiz n its jus 2 more daes to go...haiz................................i wanna cry........................................wawawawawawawawawawawawawawa.....................................................im real blue 2dae...haiz...
my dreams 2:03 AM
jus came bac frm town...wonderin hw drey dd for footdrill 2dae, hopefully she didnt disppoint me...i feel i over protect dem leh...duno had lotsa fun las nite, jus tt i was too tired to blog n had no mood den...i am suppose to put every lil memory here...so hw can i not put veri first memory wif part of moi squad? i luv dem!!!yesterday...ok learn a lesson...wen u hv nth to do dun ask ppl make u cry, coz it doesnt feels gd, try makin u laugh ll b better...lol...so lets start frm d end o d day to d start o d dae...aft campfire, we had a batch 5 ncos chat outside d bbc...i luv it manz, we sang in one united voice..."IJ spirit burinin bright, full dis world wif luv n light...", "dont lose ur way, wif each passin dae, u've cum so far, dun throw it away...", "everybody gt sumtink, dey had to leave behind...", "an empty street, an empty house, a hole inside moi heart...", "it only takes a spark, to get a fire goin, n soon all those around, can warm up in its glowin..." so we sang sittin uprite, n we sang lyin down...aft tt i asked dem to make me cry...at first dey didnt wan, den ltr ryan was lyk hey lets make deanna cry la!!! so she sang "hold on to our dream" it didnt work so dey changed style...lol...ting jus sae sum tink within secs lol i broke down...wahahahaha...den dey tok bout doin d award ceremony tink...so it failed n we try to do slow march...i cant do!!! argh! den we played round round...den i wen to find drey n we chat silently b4 gg home...so b4 tt had campfire...ok many said d ambience wasnt tt good, bt i find it ok lor...well wasnt as crazy as d first nite thou, bt i still luv campfire...lol...so had fun...n bro betrayed me...his sch dd not turn up due to short o ppl, so ya...throw moi face la...b4 campfire dinner...we all had heavy lunch so hardly anyone ate for dinner bt i dd...lol...den ting use chopstick until she gave up...ok dd countin for atiqa, wow...d campers actually owned 25 for dinner itself...tts scary...b4 dinner had ug exchange...haiz...kill me plz...ncos r rather bz? no one help n weather wasnt tt gd so we brought d rifles up n down due to d rain n deir command...haiz help la! noe hw to sae duno hw to action...even jac was pissed off lor...ok so by tt time i dun tink anyone o us really gt mood to teach gg animore bt we dd la...lol...so tts done n taught st. john's b4 tt...had campcraft b4 ug exchange...well campers r tired...sareen, amazin she lyks to daydream n i saw her in camp...really amazing...hope she continues to hv tt type o attitude...lol...nth much to tok bout campcraft thou...mornin had footdrill n half way gt games to perk dem up...lol...sec 1s r naive...u mention games n dey ll perfect their drills...lol...so cute...ok b4 tt is really nth interesting thou...i learned another lesson...nv blog frm d bac...blog rite frm d start...lolTODAYhad tuition in late mornin...tcher sae bev n me muz each clock in 100 hrs in her hse...coz we failed badly...den tuition was tuition nth much to tok bout...sick...aft tuition wen to meet mum at CP den head for town...kk so we dd usual stuff once agn...cardio n resistance...washed up n head to paragon for mum's stuff, bt she ddnt gt it so she had to cum bac another dae, den i wen to erm i toy shop...i duno hw to spell tt name la...lol...toy'saraus wanted to turn sumtink out bt nah none to moi likein...lol...oh ya i had bev de "wa chu lai" ice cream...lol its actually tt type o scoop out ice cream...lol...so head to taka for dinner bought sum junk hm...den ya slept in MRT coz i was too tired...oh ya dd sum handbag/wallet shop wif mum...nth much nt veri nice n ver ex...the end o 2dae...hehe i cant wait...its jus 3 more daes!!! yay!!! i luv it man...n dey r askin me to go bac for tuition on moi bdae...i so dun wan...no way manz!!! i dun wan...
my dreams 5:44 AM
LOL!!! really gota blog 2dae...ok lets c...erm where shall i start? i luv 2dae thou i hv uh hmm...moi squadmates noes bez...lol i duno hw to spell! lol...ok so dd first paper 2dae in d mornin...lol im dead beat...had a headache b4 d paper start...mabs doc: dis few daes u r not healthy hor?
nana(sum stupid name she called n i respond): ya hv been slpin late lately
mabs doc: oh muz b chat agn la!
nana: ya...bt its until 12 plus nt 1 coz gt sch ma...
den d paper commence...lol...i dd d paper half way i felt sleepy n moi head hurts...so i lie dwn for a while n i feel aslp...lol a five min slp n i had a dream bout dis guy in a rabbit suit...n i duno y moi mouth was movin...rene sae im a fish...well i woke up suddenly wen d sch chime wen off...as a result, didnt really hv enuff time bt i finished d paper thou...paper was kinda hard 2dae... i took a peek aft paper ended...durin recess i tot was d worst! argh! i bought moi food n wen over to find mabs n rene, den ltr wen i was bout to return to d table, we (daddy n kelly's gang n me) dd a perpendicular bisect...haiz daddy saw me n was lyk arh she dere arh...hintin to me to go find kelly for d shirt n not her...den daddy let out a yell...n i saw kelly laughin...i noe wad it means thou, another apologise...lol...so i told kelly bout moi plan, n she said ok...n juliet saes she ll try to remind kelly n so ll daddy!!! haiz its all bcoz o daddy's fault la!!! so wen bac to table n sat all alone...wawawawa...lol...duno where cheryl go, mabs n rene still queuin for food...finally val came n sat dwn...followed by cheryl b4 mabs n rene came...so had food n drinks, i wen to find ms toh bout d cme book...den i wen toilet while mabs n rene wen hall first...k 2dae didnt hang out wif jing yi coz shes wif karen...ya n d hall was lyk damn hot...dey on one air con only lor n fans...gosh i was hot!so sec paper...agn i slept...read passage B den half way thru fell aslp...dun ask me hw i managed to wake up, i oso duno...lol bt i noe i didnt really understand d passage n so d qns were hard...kept readin thru n wasting time...finished on d dot...bt overall paper was hard...aft sch wen to np store put bags, den head to canteen wif sara 4 lunch...ate half way jia yen remind me gt council meetin...i was lyk on ya...so hurried eat...was noodles which is damn hot...so we wen to d bac o d hall...no one, mrs ng's hmrm oso no one...finally we noe...its at d basement...so in d end she sae meet us another time...haiz...saw kelly and told her agn...me: hey erm wen u remember den u return me la...i feel veri bad to keep chasin u every daykelly: ya i feel veri bad oso, everytime c u den rememberme: ya la...i feel lyk loan shark lor!!!den we both laughed...so stupid...changed to pt kit...den helped out wif d station matrix was quite fun buildin d hole station up...lol...den ltr gt bag check so dd bag check...find d sec 1s a lil hard to adapt...n i tink i kinda over protective o dem...den 3.30 wen to change bac to sch-u n head for dental...was really wasting time la!!! haiz...took a 45 mins trip dere, den had to wait for lyk 20 mins or so b4 it was moi turn...n moi duration is only 5 mins...came out at 5 wen appointment was 4.45...haiz...had to arrange appointment den ltr another 45 mins trip bac sch...wen i reach cp saw si min so i walk wif her...den we split we she reach her estate...on d way...was so malu la! i came across daddy's gp agn...wen dey saw me dey started laughin so dd i!!! den walk pass dem only saw kelly laughin lyk mad n daddy n juliet keeps saein wad remind on mon n so on...lol i jus smiled...n it was so maluatin...lol...aft all i told kelly wen she can remember to brin den she return me la...den walk bac sch frm CP coz d bus hv yet to cum...n i was almost late for sec 1s lecture!!!reached sch n was late...had no idea where mich ma'am was n gaya as well n mr tan had already started his lecture so i couldnt entre...so joined d rest o d squad...so were playin sum stuff n taught rou bing as well...bt she learn really slow...lol...so dinner came...ate dinner n all den gaya came down wif priya...so we let d first aider took over...continued wif dinner...aft tt had campcraft wif sec 1s...ok la...so so lor...bt i tok to her...i really hope she doesnt disappoint me lyk wad d other she dd! haiz...both oso i "teach" de...den d one wif more potential is actually disappointin me...i noe its diff for her to change at such a short time...bt moi hopes r on her to excel in terms of cca n sumtink...haha had night trail, was accompanyin diyana, kinda fun thou...bt d scarin was only fun in hell chambers...lol...fun...so aft tt we had a game o murderer den i wen crazy n started to kinda dd a small dance...high at nite wif moi beloved squadmates...lol...den we dd YMCA...i started it den gaya kinda follow...lol YMCA.....YMCA....lol...so left for hm ms ong n rou bing escorted me to d bus stop...lol really appreciate it...n took moi bus n go hm...tts all for d day...oh ya moi bro tell me tmr he is cumin for moi sch's campfire...ok lor...no objection thou...lolargh! ppls bz 2dae...lol...moi ah ma...keeps hittin me la!!! lol den i snatch her lightstick bangle...n she was hittin me so hard...lol...so i guess dey r in sch doin stand by bed ba!!! lol...well i return her her bangle la...so old fashion...lol! i really had un 2dae...bt was kinda tired coz had so mani trips to tk n perspirin lyk mad la!!! lol...aniwae was kinda lucky wen sum1 jus came n i jus left for dental...lol by d time i came bac, she was gone...kk la gg to slp le...tmr still gg bac...nitez...luv ya!
my dreams 8:16 AM
yay im better 2dae! ok mayb better for d tinkin 2dae bt not for another...i hope dis does not means tt dey ll start hauntin me!!! lol...so i dd it! sales promo mum i dd it! lol!life is jus so borin to blog nw...its jus paper 1s n paper 2s...bt i kinda lyk it thou!!! hehe so paper 1 was afraid o it cumin bac...bt it didnt so i cant b bothered...dd st. gabs paper...wen for break...had noodles...wen we were puttin d plates, walked pass jing yi, den she told me she was gg to bark "turtle" her gd fren...lol...so left mabs n rene n cheryl...guess mabs n rene ll hv their "er ren shi jie" n cheryl wif rou bing...at G.O couldnt find...so we decided to go toilet...den jing yi was complainin bout d probates list n barkin menaga n all...so well kinda had a "barkin" recess...lol...den aft toilet wen str8 to hall...left canteen earlier aft i finished moi crackers...so reached hall...imagine tt scene...lol...its coolin bt soon turned to a cold...lol...so we were fightin...nah discussin to sit in front or sit bhind...apparently her seats at d bac n mine at d front...so i gave in...we sat at a table bhind hers...she dd her sudoku...n she told me she can multitask...wadeva...so tok n all...oh i tink we tok bout sumtink i cant remember...den she sang da chang jin song. really got to thx her manz...bcoz o her, the song is locked into moi mind...so ltr saw "asshole" wif mat...dyan really earn herself tt nickname...lol...so i duno janetta came to disturb...bt we were lyk wadeva la...no no i fainted...jing yi jus agreed wif wadeva she sae!!! lol den i look up saw dyan n mat smilin, duno for wad bt i cant really b bothered...coz we had a gameover...tokin bout jing yi...she use sch rules as excuse!!! she slap a five down moi palm if taken las term into consideration, we r not frens, den she make use o sch rulez...saw las term de wash away leh! ARGH!!!!!lol...den mabs was lyk kickin moi chair agn wen i gt bac to moi sit...n she damn irritating la she ask me "ni men guang wan jie le arh?"aniwae dd sec paper...i tot it was kinda easy bt not sure can gt high marks for cloze or not...lol...k tt tinkin dd came a lil thou bt im nt bothered bout it...end o d paper, i 4gt hw to hum tt song...lol...n flunk all moi subs except eng, chi n em...haiz duno hw to spread d word...so wen we were leavin d hall, she were leavin too, den i asked rou bing shld i go ask her for moi shirt...lol...rou bing was lyk go la!!! lol i so po po ma ma...bt i hv chased for 2 daes...thou i chased daddy more...bt i duno her ma! lol so we asked in d end, n she apologised agn. n she asked her fren to remind her...so i hv no idea ll i gt it frm her tmr...we ll c den...haiz its all bcoz o a shirt n all bcoz of dad! so aft sch had lunch n saw emmie...lol...shes jealous sum1 pat moi shoulder n not mine!!! lol...n she noes we sat diagonally...thou im nt really bothered...jus tryin to make her mre jealous...lol...so agn she came to ask me sumtink...dis time i noe wad it is bt im so not gonna tell her...i noe im mean...bt im soft...lol!had np meetin, was quite ok la...gonna help out wif sec 1 lecture...lets c, tmr at 6 plus i tink gonna help wif sec 1s lecture at library, 7 plus to 8 helpin wif campcraft den i guess ltr can go c d hall nite trail...dae 2: startin work at 9 till 11 plus for sec 1s footdrill, so gonna cum round 8 or so...den ltr aft lunch frm 2 plus to sum time i tink 4 gonna help wif sec 1s CC den ltr helpin wif UG exchange...den gg for campfire b4 gg home...seems bz...hehe lol!so headin to town ltr on...bt moi thigh muscles r sore...pain...argh! nvm it a muz to go wad wad can i do?k la go off le lar...byes! bt life is still boring...lol...waitin to turn 16 b4 watchin sum shows...
my dreams 2:12 AM
shant blog much 2dae...haiz...im gg mad!!! im tinkin too much...way too much...gosh!its sum stupid stuff tt im tinkin bout...argh! stupid deanna y muz u cum bac...gif me a break...u r only suppose to cum bac aft "O"s!!!!!! i hate u!mabs is rite, im tinkin too much n it all thx to tt old deanna...shit i aint gtin emo am i? i dun tink so...if i do sales promo gt another job...she aint bac frm sch yet! k so was doin moi papers 2dae...its d first paper o d dae, n i cant do it! its not hard, its jus tt moi head is tinkin too much im mulitaskin at d rong time!!!! so i had to stop moiself frm doin tk a lil rest n decided to keep doin until i finished b4 it start all over agn...haiz...deres jus too mani tink im tinkin bout...haiz...rong time, rong tink, n a supid rong deanna...second paper i was not spared either...b4 tt paper we really had lotsa fun...real fun...bt its sumtink we seriously cant sae! n yo i cant believe u actually asked him!!! its a test aint it...k bt wen we had fun...mabs was complainin n she kept kickin moi chair!!! gosh mab u gotta gt rid o tt habit...n her reason was bcoz u kept tokin bout lame stuff...so i was lyk i tot u suppose to gif me dots? she sae its impossible to give dots now so she kept kickin moi chair n moi butt hurts!!! lol...den yoyo sang one song...sum huan zhu ge ge song dun ask me y u sang ltr d other song kept runnin in moi head!!! hehe...so dd sec paper...it was lyk 20 min aft d start o sec paper b4 everytink happened agn! wad 2 do?im feelin tired n i wanna slp, im tinkin n i wanna stop tinkin n i nd to do moi paper...didnt hv time to rest...i jus force moiself all d way!finished paper dd usually stuff...check papers...den wen np stall nth much so wen bac hm...gg out for dinner ltr...really tired manz...yes tok to sales promo...i luv her manz...shes so funny...finally she put d word faint agn!!! yay! lol...bt its kinda fun tokin to her bt i tink she had a hard time tokin to me...was crappin all along! aniwae blocked her n she tot i was angry at tt moment...hehe...lol den she ask me block her...lol...fun times n bad times...it seems lyk its cumin well i cant b bothered...cum den sae la! k i hope i didnt blog much...lol...bye tk kaire!
my dreams 2:07 AM
aww...hv mock exam for chi 2dae...d full paper lor! n it ll last for bout another 6 days accordin to d tcher!!! haiz...took back results oso bt i cant b bothered to go n sae moi results bt i dd badly!so aft sch tried to find ms ong bt i jus cant find her! hang around in canteen den i bought d youghurt tink...so aft tt i joined d camp gps for fun...so saw emmie n sok at bbc...wen dere n tok to emmie...den was intro to sok...gosh! i cant believe daddy actually intro me to kel!!! i so dun wanna noe kel! haiz...its nt me! bt well kel's holdin on to moi shirt n tts bcoz daddy pass it to her!!! haiz...nvm another fren nvm...so apparently d gps were doin their flags la oh ya n tags...den emmie gt paint on her nose which looks real weird!!! den tok to her...n audrey! so b4 emmie left wif rachel, i found out sumtink tt i nv discover b4!!! haiz...she trusted her so she tell her n nw we r so afraid d her ll blurt out accidently thou we trust her...nvm its over...nvm...aft emmie left, audrey dd a great job by stickin her head out wen doin reportin...n i dd a better job by choppin her head off...lol...k so wen i sat bac, moi pinafore kanna paint!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...yellow sum more...haiz...so audrey washed for me bt it dd not really work n it became wet...4gt bout it la...den she started fannin moi back! argh! moi skirt flew!!! hehe...so she gt d worst news ever...ms lim wans all o dem to hand in d sketches by tmr...lol im so free...so ritez...lolso aft everytink...wen hm wif li jun n yue ying thou yue ying left half way thru...so bac hm ate dinner n mangosteens...hehe...oh ya saw another her in sch toilet 2dae...well she was preparin to go 4 cca bt i cant b bothered...n sum1 is kinda disappointin me le...first she dd nt keep her promise...sec, she sae she ll nt b influenced n nw shes almost done...haiz...i dun care le...as long as drey dun disappoint me can le!!!argh! i so dun wanna go sch tmr...so not fun next 6 daes gotta do mock exam...haiz...well 2 ppl found out moi birth date...one is i sae de...d other is she find de...aniwae...kinda lookin forward to turnin 16...den gonna brin mabs n jing yi for da vinci code n jing yi for voice...hopefully dey can go in...lol...n we tok bout erm...sumtink...k la if i were to sae d hole conversation i had wif em, it ll b so long...lol...kk sign off le la!!!
my dreams 3:41 AM
woke up at 9 2dae, slept at 2 las nite! quite ok la...at least gt 7 hrs of sleep! hehe...ok so woke up...wash up...n oh moi gosh...sumtink happened!!! argh! counted ends b4 moi bdae! hehe...dd a lil chi assesment...wow! i still hv at least 8 ritten compre to do...haiz...chat wif sales promoter las nite...i really mean it wen i sae shes a gd promo la!!! so most o d stuff i sae...she ll type faint...if not den no comment...haiz...shes jus lyk mabs bt mabs feed me wif dots instead! haiz...still sae dey gt telepathy...wadeva!!! hehe...so left hse at 12 n head for hougang central...wen to eat sushi...buffet sushi! damn full la..bt was yummy...hehe...aft tt left tt place at 1.15...was late for tuition...nvm...reached dere at 1.30...bev was complainin sae i nv ta bao back for her...plz lyk u nv sae!!! n its nt really nice to do tt thou...obasan...lol! so itchy nv cum 2dae...only serenella, alicia,bev n me...had fun...coz sum ppl jus make me laugh...hehe dd work as well too! den gossips...craps n all...hopefully serenella is feelin better nw...den 5 plus moi dad came n fetch me...head straight for havelock for dinner...n i hv yet to digest moi lunch!!! hehe so i gt d smallest portion o noodles i possibly can...had sum duck meat too...left n bought yummy mangosteens! hehe...ok dd bear wif d pain d hole dae 2dae...argh...was lyk hell....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......nw moi calves muscles r oso aching.....................argh! gosh! hehe complained to sales promo bout bushman yes!!! every1 kinda agrees she sux n she is totally mad n irritating...k dun wanna tok bout tt sellme (sounds lyk her name) le...so gg to do moi chi assesment le...tata!
my dreams 4:52 AM
ok 1 of d stuff i luv...cant wait to eat it on 24!!! hehe bt moi mum hv to cook it first...aniwae its jus a hope...bt at least i still hope for it thou...hehe
so came bac frm town an hr ago!!! kao...d hole dae spend in town lor!!! left hse at 10...dd usual stuff...oso dd resistance 2dae as well...den dd one challenge duno hw to spell tt bosu tink...ya...den twisted moi ankle as well...pain bt k le...den head for ladies...dd body scrub den spend a lil...really lil time in sauna...den wen to bathe...gosh i dropped moi towel on d floor la!!! argh!!! so pack stuff change frm track shoes to heels n hit town...nah nt really hit town bt head for takashimaya for lunch at crystal jade...ordered xiao long bao, beijing dumplings and vegetable buns(which is horrible)...mum ordered spicy n sour la mian...den me is chicken soup la mian...well i ate d paper for d buns...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
aft tt we wen dwn to basement coz i wanted to buy pretzels hm bt in d end we bought dinner for d 2 boys n bought sum doughnuts frm doughnut hse!!! well d cheese n custard doughnut is really nice! yum yum...provided if u luv cheese!!! hehe n it cost only $1.50!!! hehe bought strawberry oso bt not veri nice...oso bought 1 choc base wif white choc...yet to try...d mochi wan not veri nice...hehe...not doin promotion here thou...hehe...so headed for Orchard Station...took MRT hm n transfer for LRT...haha bac here...
gotta go do moi chi assesment n start studyin le...aniwae not mani ppl online la...bye bye
my dreams 3:58 AM
Newspapers reported d death o a soon 2 b 16 gal,deanna chua found dead in her bedroom dis morning. she was certified death due to sorrows. apparently had dad n mum had a fight...dis arguement has led her to "overthink" n she stated "i miss moi old dad...i hv no idea where he has gone to, n i m sure i dun lyk moi current dad." wif tt she left d world.tts d newspapers' article 2dae...haha true was reported dead bt moi soul still wander around. so dis mornin woke up at 9...had rice for breakfast!!! rich can n is chicken rice...yesterday's left over! nah...couldnt really eat so ate abit to fill moiself up...den wen to pack moi room coz mum needs to vaccum n mop...so got change den headed to chinatown...tt was d plan bt mum sae since im nt feelin well, we shld jus go kovan since it ll also gif d same effect (as in dey do hv carts tt sells tink n supposely hv sum tink for d older generation) really was kinda tired so i agreed to it...well so duke dd kinda hv his way thou (nt gg chinatown)...so at heartland, shop around den saw dis cup n saucer tt looks quite nice...first idea for grandma...den we wen sec level n bought a pair of track shoes. briefly glance d surroundin for a suitable shop...so mum bought herself a hair clip which suits her really well...bro tried to drag me to c voodo dolls...nah didnt really go coz was kinda sick...den we wen up third floor n bought sum crackers...so mum suggested buy sum teochew vcds for grand since dere was nth we could buy...na d shop didnt sell...wen to 2nd floor bought cupwalker...it was moi idea at first den in d end, we bought 4 cups...hehe...daron's wan was salty plum green tea wif pearl, duke's honey lime wif pearl, mum's mango youghurt n mine pearl milk tea...mum nv lyks pearl...heheden we bought d cup set n i gt an early b'dae pressie!!! yippe frm bro n mum, a necklace n a keychain where both pendents r d same...bought a pink one!!! hehe...den aft head for home...oh yaq on our way to kovan deres dis lady kept lookin frm daron to duke n bac to daron...n she jus continues...i was totally pissed...i noe moi bors r attractive...hehe...bt cant she jus mind her own business? so i stared at her...first time she saw den she look away...sec time wen moi eyes met hers agn i stared real hard...she stared real hard so she tinks her eyes veri big la?! lyk wan to pop out lyk tt! hold ur eyes lady...dun mind if dey drop out den u jus hv to sae goodbye! worst is shes at d rong n she still dare to stare at me...i stare until she looked away...im givin no chance to dose hu tampers wif moi family...esp moi dear bros...sum stupid *****...dese type o ppl is livin on earth for nth...moi family hates ppl tt look at others...seriously...well she could hv jus stare into her handphone screen n nt moi eyes...bt she made a choice...a lousy choice rather...spoil moi mood...nana cant b bothered bout herso reached hm settle sum tuition stuff n wen to bed at 6.30 mum n bro r suppose to wake me up at 7!!! alarm clocks dun work...dey work really well wen im in camp...hehe...pressure! so instead i woke up at 8.13 wen moi aunt came n tok real loud...nt noein tt i was asleep thou...hehe den moi cuzzin n nephew came into moi room den nephew was lyk saein so dark...hehe quite gd for a 3 yrs old...so played wif him...his jus so cute!!! until bros n dad came hm den i nv play n started bloggin!!! heheso tmr had to go town! argh...sat n sun oso...haiz...kinda sick o town le...hehe n MRT of all really sick o tkin public transport...nana...so gonnar start preparin for prelims soon real soon...MYE results really sux coz i was totally not prepared...didnt really hv d time to study...argh! kk gonna go do moi stuff le! bye*
my dreams 6:11 AM
k 2daes was so slack...first half of d dae we prepare part of our play for CD n we dd a climate survey o our tchers...haha sum tchers really earn our respect lyk pan pan...hehe its hw 4g add in our heart...hehe...well o coz dere were sum tt has seldom n never, bt we gif face den put seldom n frequently! hehe tokin bout 4g i luv moi cliques in 4g!!! 3g wan oso not bad bt 4g one rox d most!!! moi gang: MABEL CHUA, SERENE CAI, CHERYL CHNG, TAN ROU BING, YOLANDA CHUA, GWENDOLYN TAN...OH YA N DEANNA CHUA! YIPPEE! well thou not in moi gang bt not forgtin d only one trust in moi ex gang- AMILEEN LIN! second half o d dae we checked paper in hall den go bac ct venue den a while ltr go bac hall den bac to ct venue...argh feel lyk killin d tchers...hehe...so checked las paper for 2dae was eng, apparently it was kinda xie men bt i shall not sae...not veri gd to tok bout it...had cca aft sch...ate rice wif mabs n rene den in d end dey nd to tk cca photo so i had to look aft their food...nvm den ltr gonna b 245 le so i had to prepare for cca bt den dey still haven cum bac...argh! gt no choice asked robyn to help me inform dem! so wen dwn sec 1 n 2s were briefed for their camp...ncos all disperse until duno where...den gave out uniform to sec 1s n sum found tt dey hv 2 skirts n no blouse...sad...worst sum circle rong size n receive parts wif rong size...nana soon aft was photo shoot! wa so suai stephanie n amanda height is bout d same...so dey had to stand 2gether...bt both o dem appears tt dey both hv sickness...d distance apart was so apart...big enuff for me to squeeze in...hehe...so we dd level photo, den gt tok bout camp n pop...yay den commitee sat in front wen we tk d photo as a hole unit!!! hehe...laughin matters aside...end o d sch dae...gaya n i scolded d sec 1s bout d passin o msg...well we did ma lu oso la bout d phone web...tink is i call every class representative...bt D class didnt receive! argh! den nvm...sum1 was daydreamin sumore(not mentionin her name) i shouted at her...gosh in hist...den was really angry wif d sec 1s...where has their responsibility went to? i used one breadth n i jus scream n scold dem...den all d blood rush to moi head! argh! blood pressure...adrenaline!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...den ltr caught gaya tokin to dem n dey were lookin every where...scream agn...third time in hist...where has their discipline went to? den ltr soften ourself...ask dem to form human chain den pass d bags out...handed d first bag to tt sum1 she holds it n daydream agn!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................i screamed agn!!! argh!!!dismiss le still muz scold her...gosh...drivin me crazy! so its not only tt gaya is fierce...wen limit has been reached i ll blow lyk a volcano...worst den b4...so aft sch rush hm bathe, pack stuff n head for town california, dd n bathe agn den shop for a while, bought a watch...as usual bt dis time not pink...its orange...hehe luv it. den stop by at macs...hehe suddenly gt d urge to buy sumtink for daughter...den she ask me go online bt sad im enjoyin moi food in town...hehe...so wen hm n we tok a while b4 she wen offline...den mistaken darrie for darylyn...so ma lu...haha den told darylyn den she call me silly lyk wad dora calls me...manz i miss tokin to dora online...argh...im scared to go hm...for dis year, its d first time i sae hm sux...argh!!! if i really cant stay on, im so gonna move...bt to where i hv no idea! wawawawawa :'( ...nana nt a gd idea...i still nd to study for "O"s! haha i tink no child would ask their parents to divorce...i jus blurt out "since ur keep quarrelin might as well file for a divorce?!" well i didnt noe if its kinda rush...i duno bt i mean if dey keeps quarrelin, dere ll b no peace n i ll burst! n wad for hold on wen deres sorrows? bt deep dwn in moi heart i noe...its for us...well mayb not really divorce la- suo wei de gotta turn in le! *yawns* oh ya im shoutin to d world, " moi b'dae is 2_/5/06!!!" haha net sae so thick skin! aww...haha kk turnin in...byes...
my dreams 9:11 AM
yay! d mids r all over! thou i did badly bt im relieved...*phew*...so jus found out tmr gt cca frm 3- 5.30...plus photo taking...i hate to change into full- u!...so no lessons tmr bt phot takin n check papers...nana...so much tinks happen last few daes...no time to blog...so jus remember wad den i put it down!hehe...so aft moi paper 2dae, headed to CP well it was kinda early i hv to sae...stopped by macs for food den wen up bt d shops were not opened yet...so we wen to metro couldnt find anitink...d tink i wanna buy is in hallmark, so we hv to wait...in d mean time we wen to another shop tt was opened as well...finally cheryl bought hers...well rou bing n me has yet to buy...so cheryl left aft much grumbling...hehe den saw yoyo n mindy...wen to tok to dem den we wen popular,yoyo tell me bout dis betrayer or rather bei bi xiao liu person...i felt angry for yoyo oso...cant tt person jus b more original??? nana...den we wen to comics connection n saw hallmark open so wen in wif excitment...left wif disappointment...haiz...d tink i wan its not inside, wen another shop n had d same results...so rou ibng offered to buy for me in HM...im gladful...thx rou bing!!! hehe so we wen mini toons...den we part...me n rou bing wen to library den yoyo n mindy...im sori bt i hv no idea where dey went...so i ordered milkshake n waited for rou bing...n worst wen shes done, she didnt even noe im waitin for her at d cafe!!! so we left for hm...all for 2dae...haiz, ltr nd to call d sec 1s to pass msg...yesterday...aft paper...wen toilet...its seems to b our rest point...hehe den saw red-hair mabs...hehe so wen to grab sum bite den settle down wif mabs, amileen, vana, n peg...den am starts tokin bout sum country...hehe den she saes a plate o rice in spore is $2.50, at tt african country, dey sell it at $3000...gosh...hehe den i dun understand so am explained...i still dun understand...den vanan, mabs n peg explained...finally i understand! LOL!!! am yao tu xue(vomit blood) hehe...dne peg sae sum dirty joke well i expected d ans...hehe...quite k la nt really dirty!2 days b4...hehe...kinda luv d past...tokin bout past we were tokin bout our P6 lives under miss susan koh...hehe...jing yi kanna teased bcoz she ans sumtink...janetta also give out...dummies...hehe luv p6 life...k so we had tution last 2 days b4 yesterdae...den we played d swing near moi tutor's hse...haha den qin dun dare to swing high...hehe den we tok bout flyin fox...one tt really make our legs shake...hehe nt really for me la...den d next dae wen we gt tuition we played also...den bev tried to push me wen i was alread quite high...i dun wanna get ani higher!!! lol bt apparently bev wasnt tt tall so instead of pushing moi back, she push moi butt...i freaked out la!!!lol i luv dem!!! heheso swing ur mood back to 2dae...tata finally saw her(moi sista)!!! its lyk we r in d same sch n its so hard to c each other...haiz...so we tok...i was wonderin wad wen thru her mind wen i was hangin out wif jing yi...hehe...well dese few daes bcoz o exams, i hv been cin kit kat lotsa times...i dun wanna c her...kinda...i duno i jus dun wanna c her...bt sum1 else wishes to...hehe...ll life cum back to wad i use to hv? i duno...nana...
my dreams 9:10 PM
k so early in d mornin had to wake up n go for tuition...so woke up, slack a lil b4 heading to CP for breakfast at macs..was kinda diff to find a seat, finaly gt one den ate, den grandma wen to guardian pharmacy dne me n mum wen up to 1st floor, den i bid farewell to her n wen to wait for moi bus to go tuition. so i tink d journey is erm bout 25 min or so...den on d way saw a taxi covered in smoke, i tot d taxi really release alot o bad stuff frm d exhaust pipe...den i came to realise tt dere was an accident...
so reach dere on d dot at 11.30, bev reached at 12, and yi qin, she everytime ps us!!! also she sae cum de den everytime oso she nv cum!!! argh!!! so tuition 2dae was kinda fast, we left at 1.15pm...den bid farewell to bev n headed to CP agn, apparently dey(grandma, mum, bros) were done wif votin n had their lunch at Jack's...i ddnt mind thou, afterall, moi breakfast had nt been digested yet!!! hehe...so met dem den we wen to check out d perfume bottle tt i saw yesterday!!! really love it bt kinda ex...so i gave up...haiz...nvm its jus a want, its nt a nd! den duke was saein voodo dolls were so cute bt daron beg to differ...aniwae i guess me n duke sumtimes do hv d same taste...mum blame me for suggestin voodo...LOL!
wen hm...FINALLY!!! den mum sae dad calls n we hv to go praying for early Vesak day...so wen out agn, den pray finish wen to budget terminal for HANS...haha dad, daron n me orderd chicken chop, duke ordered grilled fish, grand ordered hor fan n mum ordered spaghtti...so eat d food, mum oso ordered additional apple crumble pie!!! aft dinner i tot o buyin back so mum place d order for one hole pie n i paid for it...$14.40...gt to save more money for upcomin bdae n special daes...hehe!!!
den on our way back, i took photos o d airport, den i tot o snappin d sun den i took d photos den daron n duke helped me for better positions...LOL! dad even purposely wen to chase d sun for me!!! hehe luv u dad!
so gota study physics le n complete tuition work...haiz tata!
my dreams 3:13 AM
not mine thou!hehe...so 2daes jam's bdae n in lyk erm 19 days time ll b ____'s bdae! lookin forward manz!hehe...so we ddnt really celebrated it la bt we jus ate wif her at Pizza Hut...well joycelyn ma'am works dere so apparently 2dae she served us...n she treat us so well tt we felt so weird!!! lol so we order frm Hut's special section...den she promised us sumtink n we r nt suppose to sae it...so shhh.........aft lunch, we wen mini toons den rach n jam was lookin at sumtink tt ll glow in d dark n rach even sae she wanna paint her walls glow in d dark...totally crazy bt lucky her dad stopped her...hehe...den i dd moi own lookin n i really luv d voodo dolls!!! dey r lyk so cute!!!hehe bt in d past i use to hate dem thou! lol den gaya was lyk ok i buy d harry potter one for ur bdae den i was lyk dun wan la...lol den she was lyk dun make tinks diff for me leh!!! hehe...aft tt we wen hm...so sch 2dae! ya 2daes np day! early in d mornin i saw her lol tink she smiled bt moi mind was occupied n i look away...it was only in d canteen den i respond to her!!! hehe...so ok deres quite alot o confusion n flag raisin was horrible!!! its been long since i last touch d flag! boo hoo hoo!!! so exams 2dae was horrible!!! i didnt hv enuff time to really did moi paper 2! i dd moi last 3 qns in lyk 5 min...haiz n all our finger tips were cold...lol den ro n jac was shakin durin d exams coz dey nd to go to d loo urgently...hehe...so came out for less den 1/2 hr b4 gg in to sit for paper 1...agn finger tips were freezin cold...den aft 2 hrs plus we were out!!! thk god! hehe den gt bout 45 mins or so b4 paper 3 starts...we hang round in canteen... bt i nd to go toilet bt d one near d canteen was locked so i had to go to d one all d way at d lockers...den sec 1s were already doin their paper 3...haiz...so times up we wen up n we were stopped!!! den time was delayed...daddy n kit wen up to go by d other stair way den a few of moi classmates also change route...den dd d paper...was kinda noisy in d beginnin...den endin was okso aft tt i wen dwn n she spoil moi hole mood!!! tt irritating bushman! argh! i wish i could kill her!!! so she didnt allow me to wait 4 moi frens in d concourse so i moved out o sch n saw jam...den we waited for gaya n rach...den tts wen we wen to compass!!! for more info about happenin in CP, pls refer to para 1...thx for ur co-operation...lol being lame! no dots mabsdeanna chuablk 122b S___k___ E___ W__#1_-__S'pore 5_____5 may2006dear Jamine,how hv u been? i would lyk to hv d honour to say moi piece o mind to u. hey jam!!! its been long since we hv tok lyk dis! jus to wish u all d bez n happy sweet 16!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMINE!!!!love,deannalol bein lame agn bt really frm d bottom o moi heart...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAM!!! a happy day n all is yellow...life brighten up!!!
my dreams 1:33 AM
aww...jus came bac frm pariss in Tampines Mall! i luv d food manz...k im so damn full nw! lets c...d oysters really freak me out thou i kinda luv dem! so i had 3 fresh oysters...erm 3 calamaris, 8 slices of salmon, a bowl o shark's fin soup, erm salad, dim sum, cakes, ice cream, choc dip marshmallows, few glasses of soft drink, corn soup, sum jap fish! yum yum...so sch was borin or rather torturous!!! k we had a straight 2hr 30 min paper! i guess i had too much water in d morning!!! half way thur d paper, i suddenly need to go to d toilet! argh...k sae it wasted time in uh hmm..., washing hands, gg to bac stage, openin d door...was damn dark bt i cant b bothered coz im still half way thru n i hv yet to complete moi paper...haiz i tink i took 10 -15 mins which is great good time lost! bt i could nt wait for another 1/2 hr more!!! n d hall was real cold! all our hands were freezing...so yesterday had hist n bio...torture...bt kinda o weird to have an aftnn paper...bt wad to do? i still hv to tk it rite? so i saw her half way to d hall...called her bt she didnt hear...bt i couldnt shout, d sec 1s were hvin oral so yup...den i tap her n i ran up d stairs...exams starts in 10 min time...plus im runnin i cant turn bac...hehe in case i trip n fall on d stairs...heheso yup 2dae math paper was kinda tough!!! tmr hvin chi paper 2, 1 den 3...n worst...tmr is np day!!! bored bored bored! never noe life was so borin...
my dreams 12:33 AM
i noe he wont cum here, yes i noe he wont...so wad if he cums? at most he jus kill me!To: Master Daron Chuau r d most irritating person i hv ever knownYours sincerely,Deanna Chuak life is gtin borin now a days!!! im bored! well every day we r hvin exams...n i ll end moi on 10th may.den aft tt i dun gd daes!!! MT wk...gonna b stuffed wif chi,chi n more chi!!! good for mabs, rene n jing yi la! their chi so gd! im lyk ban tong sui english oso lyk tt, chi oso lyk tt!!! haiz...really no mood to blog dese daes! so 2dae gt bio paper! alritez its horrible...d sub paper was lyk so easy la accordin to wad dey sae! haiz...den gt hist paper...saw jing yi den wen hm 2gether wif mabs...apparently mabs ps rene la so...erm its an inside joke btw mabs, rene, jing yi n me!!! hehe duno wen dd jing yi bcum so crazy lyk me...hehe...so ltr muz go tuition...im bored!!! den do bio half way sumtink pop up in moi mind...does she still remember d deal? yes she still does bt by den ll she still remember? i dun care aft all she has already had 3/4 o d tink she wans...nw its jus d ans of another 1/4...i jus hv to tell her d no. bt tink is she remember? k im crappin too much! dozin off i nd a gd nite sleep 2nite!!!
my dreams 11:39 PM
oh manz...i hate d paper 2dae...i jus flunk every single subjects!!! well wad can i do nw...its useless...im nt prepared for dis mid-yr...bt ll study hard for moi prelims!gt a good breakfast 2dae...yum..yum...gt gyoza and soon kueh!!! well woke up at 5.45am dis morning althou moi paper start at 10.30...so study all d way until 9.30 den i set off for sch...haiz! im dead! tmr gt bio n hist lor! duno hw to handle manz...so hang round aft paper 2dae as i need to pass msg to d sec 1s...den aft go hm le. really nth much 2dae! boring real borin! n i dun feel lyk bloggin le so...bye bye!ps: if u can read dis...gd for u...only apply to sec 4s thou...mrs lim ll b tmr bio paper setter...n human reproduction dun really nd to study!!! all d bez peeps!
my dreams 11:30 PM
Check out this MySpace MP3 Player!
