Will never forget this day…

2dae...i hv finally cum 2 dis dae...wa sch was tiring 2dae...n i long long nv blog le...bt i m not gg blog much...

jus wan to remember 2dae is POP...ryan cried...jam cried...jac cried...cecilia cried...i cried...hiya den i not veri sure le...i dun wanna leave ting, net n ryan bhind...jam...aww...lydia...so mani mani ppl...

kk gt no mood to blog...sch start life kinda sux...bleah

kk bb

my dreams 2:02 AM

ok i sae ll fill in blanks for 14 n 15 huh? kinda 4gt wad happen le...lol...aniwae, here u go....................................................................

14th june...sunny?
i only can remember tt we had tuition in d morning...den ltr in d dae serenella ll b headin to japan wif her aunt...so ok...seren sae her aunt ll cum at 12.25 so i waited wif her at d playground...we played d swing while waitin...bev n qin wen off le...so wen her aunt came, i wen bac on moi own...aft tt, i guess it was home life i suppose...shld b nth much le...oh i finally remember le...i wen to meet gaya outside sch busstop...den wen we were waiting for d bus to cum, i tot i saw sum1 tt looks lyk her...ask gaya to double check n it was her...bleah jus moi luck agn!!! haha...dne i was lyk d bus hurry cum, n it came! so we hopped on n all was fine...lol...we were gg pertapis to return d carnival tickets...sold 2 gaya sold none...den hand over n we wen heartland mall to shop...wen to dis fashion...all vintage...den gaya bout ice cream n i bout kueh tu tu...bought 1 tub o candy floss for bro...lol...he luv it...tokin bout ice cream, was hangin round compass b4 i met gaya, saw gwen...she looks usual n wif her same usual tone for her hello...lol...miss her...

15th june, sunny!
wen malaysia dis morning...wen to woodlands...massive jam, dad drove to sec link, tuas...no jam at s'pore side, slight jam at malaysia's side...bcoz we wen tuas, dad didnt really noe where gt shoppin mall n all...so we wen sumwhere for breakfast...ok la...quite nice...den we head to d lunch resturant to check out d time where lunch begin...so dad managed to find a place for us to shop...perling mall...its so quiet...wen we parked d car, dad saw d car next to us, d steerin wheel was locked up...dad freaked out bt he heck care...lol...so i saw dis esprite wallet...manz...i really luv it...bt i didnt buy it...bev said was kinda wasted...n i regretted to bt nvm...its over le...so we wen to shop at d damn mini giant...bleah...bought food...

wen off for lunch...dad ordered a set which cost $168...malaysia money...
1st course : sharkfins soup
2nd course: fried tou fu
3rd course: cai xin wif garlic
4th course: pork ribs
5th course: steam fish...pak sou gong
6th course: indonesian style curry prawns
7th course: dessert (fried ice cream)

tt resturant belongs to moi dads fren...food was nice...i luv d sharkfins soup n pork ribs...d curry prawns were too spicy for me...lol...bt it was rich...hehe...den aft our dessert, dad asked me if i would lyk more...hehe...smile flash n another plate was served bt tt was on d hse...which made dad surprised...bt ya thx for tt treat aniwae...lol...duke wen toilet...n came out vomit...lol...hes always lyk tt...haiz...den daron was all confuse duno wad to do...so wen to petrol station to top up petrol...suddenly moi stomach hurts...bleah...hv to use d toilets...n i feel tt its d curry...hehe...which is impossible...lol...bt was horrible...so didnt gt use to it...shall not tok bout it animore...so wen bac s'pore n all...rest a while b4 i dd moi math...

16th june...rainy
had tuition dis morning...started rainin...we (bev, ness, nevi n me) met dis new gal...i forgt her name...so sori...aniwae we began tokin bout supernatural stuff...lol...i duno hw we gt to tt..lol...aniwae had fun...n freaky...hehe...den dd qns...b4 we go hm...den dey were playing wif d bigger pup...i duno hw to spell tt breed...lol...aniwae i wanted to play wif it as well, bt d labrador is dere, n she pounce...i still hv yet to conquer moi fear for her, d black dog kinda ok la...lol...so wen to met duke n grandma...den ltr we wen to find grandma in sengkang cc cant find her...so decided to head bac...rain was heavy...had KFC for lunch...bought cookies, show grandma d arcade...den we wen home...lol...im tired...do not really hv a gd slp dese daes...did moi work n slp, dd moi work n slp...lol...em was lyk lyk tt oso can...lol...for me it was possible...ever dd moi work till 12 plus n wen to slp wifout switchin off d lights n den 3 plus woke up suddenly to complete it...it was crazy...seren agrees to...lol...n it was only tuition work...haha...oh ya den 2dae was on d lrt...reached compassvale station...i was lookin out o d lrt den i saw claudine...bt her bac was facing me...den wen i look up, i saw vanessa ma'am smilin at me...lol...cant recognise her...hehe took sumtime to try n remember hu tt person is...lucky she still looks quite fresh...lol...den i remember is her...hehe...smile bac at her o coz...lol...

kk gtg...nitez

my dreams 9:25 AM

yawns!!! now its lyk 1.06am...serenella's plane has just departed...headin to japan...she gd la...nw go japan for 1 wk, aft Os duno gg where...aniway...i hv a veri short break tmr...go malaysia to shop...not tt bad la...dun feel lyk staying oso...hehe

ok jus type to express moi eagerness...lol...tired...gg to turn in le...tokin to boon sin ma'am, bet she sure ask me go slp de...aniwae was bout to do so la...tmr den upate details...jus completed moi math, e-math only...still gt a-math...muz chiong le...

nitez...nah morning to d world! bye...moi eyelids r gettin heavier...amazing...first time in moi hole life, i felt it gtin heavy...lol...bye

my dreams 10:08 AM

my dreams 8:28 PM

i duno wad im tinkin nw....haiz...mum's 4eva bz wif calls, dad's doin tink...haiz...i understand i really really understand...mum's workin, her work is impt, i understand dad is tryin to make everytink much better for us...bt my brain, it jus wont co-operate!!! i duno! i really duno wad does dis means...im 16,not really grown up, tryin to seek independent? too spoilt? askin for a lil more luv? tryin to go bac to d past? i duno! i really duno!

i dd ask moi mum b4...she sae she has to work...i understand, really understand bt i dun feel tt i understand...haiz...ok i understand she needs to work, bt wen i go out wif her, she tok, i wonder if she noes moi feelin or not...its lonely...really lonely...bt i wont happen agn...i would nt hv another chance to go out wif her agn...so muz earse all moi immature tink...gg to look forward...ll control moi brain to co-operate to send d rite signals...

my dreams 8:13 PM

my dreams 1:00 AM

my dreams 10:38 PM

im pissed! totally...tt stupid blogger, i type so muched yesterday bout fridae, sat n sun, n in d end, d stupid blogger didnt cum out wif anitink...argh! so im gg to summarise everytink, bt im not gg into details...im tired o it!!!

fridae was cheryl bdae, wen over to her hse aft our am lessons...we did hv a feast...nice n yummy den we listen to songs, took photos n ppl do manicure, ppl play piano, den we left hm wif door gift n she ta pao d desserts for us...

saturday was police carnival...fun! lovely! we ate lots...yum yum...we played carnival games, played rides until rach, gaya n sara vomitted...most o us sat d super top danceer twice...we rox totally...n we kanna bruise everywhere, meteorite was bad...really bad, from start till end, we were turnin n turnin, i nearly faint...lol...too giddy to c d world, n i didnt lyk it coz it was ahrd for me to breath coz o d huge amount o air pressure...den we ate pop corn n candy floss, ice cream , go d exhibits, took photos n all, wen CP to snack wif yani, jam, ting n gaya...den ltr jam n me look c look c at john little...

sunday...tuition at 12.30, aft tt had steamboat for dinner, weather was cold, for tts d reason y dad sae go for steamboat...yummy...wen shoppin at CP...didnt buy ani clothes bt bought a bottle n pencil...i wonder y moi bottle always spoil so fast!!!

today
wen tuition in d mornin, in d room was ranjani, nevi, serenella den ltr rui ying join us...we did d qns, den ltr we finish, we wen to jalan kayu agn for prata...oh rui ying didnt join us thou...agn serenella ordered teh cino...bt we didnt dare go bac d other stall bt d other stall prices r much cheaper...so ate n wen 7-11, wawawawa d rock melon ice cream was not ready, so i share money wif nevi to buy 2 choc bars...lol

ok last nite i send out testis...if u receive one, onyl last nite, u r welcum to join THE OBASAN club...not meant for old ppl bt bev gave tt name...lol

kk gtg

my dreams 10:32 PM

my dreams 10:05 PM

ok deanna's getting naughty...dun ask me y...i tink its bcoz hv been gg out consecutive for 3 days n it ll last for a wk...tuesday-NP outing, wednesday-movie nite, thursday-prata craze, friday-cheryl's sweet 16 b'dae party n saturday-police week carnival

ok so wen tuition in d morning...8am...well i felt sleepy...it goes d same for serenella n bev...wen mrs kumar was teaching, hehe...serenella look kinda sober, bev could hardly open her eyes...i was tkin short yawns...lol...10.30...arrival o D.S dollies...so we left her hse...den serenella sae she nd to go for another tuition at 2 at serangoon so she didnt wan to go hm coz its pointless...i made a suggestion to go jalan kayu(i duno hw to spell...)...so bev saes ok shall go den...serenella agrees oso...gt mallory to go since she only meets her frens in town at 1pm...nevi couldnt go...so only d 4 o us wen jalan kayu...

reached dere...orders taken...
5 plain pratas
2 egg pratas
1 teh tarik
3 teh cino

lol serenella ordered chicken curry...n we were charged 3.50 for it!!! bev cancelled it...lol...so we ate...was kinda harrassed by human n cats...lol...bev freaked out!!! ok i admit at certain points i freaked out oso... aft 'breakfast'...we took 86 to CP...bev was d only one tkin bus frm d opposite bus stop, so she decided to join us...i wanted to go hm bt half way thru i changed moi mind...den moi dad gave me a call...i was lyk opps...i better go hm...so lucky, i didnt miss moi stop...hehe...so didnt join dem in d end...

kinda feel guilty...i nv felt lyk tt b4...hehe...n i nv go sum where far wifout informin dem...iszit bcoz o d informin part tt i felt guilty? or iszit bcoz end o d dae i had a small chat wif dad? i duno...dd i change? was i feelin guilty coz o moi studies? argh!!! i hate dis...hate d pt where i keep askin moiself bt deres no ans!!!!

my dreams 9:12 AM

my dreams 9:08 AM

ok deanna's getting naughty...dun ask me y...i tink its bcoz hv been gg out consecutive for 3 days n it ll last for a wk...tuesday-NP outing, wednesday-movie nite, thursday-prata craze, friday-cheryl's sweet 16 b'dae party n saturday-police week carnival

okso wen tuition in d morning...8am...well i felt sleepy...it goes d same for serenella n bev...wen mrs kumar was teaching, hehe...serenella look kinda sober, bev could hardly open her eyes...i was tkin short yawns...lol...10.30...arrival o D.S dollies...so we left her hse...den serenella sae she nd to go for another tuition at 2 at serangoon so she didnt wan to go hm coz its pointless...i made a suggestion to go jalan kayu(i duno hw to spell...)...so bev saes ok shall go den...serenella agrees oso...gt mallory to go since she only meets her frens in town at 1pm...nevi couldnt go...so only d 4 o us wen jalan kayu...

reached dere...orders taken...
5 plain pratas
2 egg pratas
1 teh tarik
3 teh cino

lol serenella ordered chicken curry...n we were charged 3.50 for it!!! bev cancelled it...lol...so we ate...was kinda harrassed by human n cats...lol...bev freaked out!!! ok i admit at certain points i freaked out oso...

aft 'breakfast'...we took 86 to CP...bev was d only one tkin bus frm d opposite bus stop, so she decided to join us...i wanted to go hm bt half way thru i changed moi mind...den moi dad gave me a call...i was lyk opps...i better go hm...so lucky, i didnt miss moi stop...hehe...so didnt join dem in d end...

kinda feel guilty...i nv felt lyk tt b4...hehe...n i nv go sum where far wifout informin dem...iszit bcoz o d informin part tt i felt guilty? or iszit bcoz end o d dae i had a small chat wif dad? i duno...dd i change? was i feelin guilty coz o moi studies? argh!!! i hate dis...hate d pt where i keep askin moiself bt deres no ans!!!!

my dreams 8:39 AM

ok 2dae was suppose to meet rene n mabs at kovan station first door...hehe i was suppose to meet dem at 6! i tot i was early bt dey were much earlier...nvm dey hv deir own time...lol...be prepared for sumtink shockin? sumtink weird...up to u to sae...lol

kk so woke up kinda early 2dae...dd work n played games...b4 i had moi dinner wash up n gt ready...left wif mum...so as i sae, rene n mabs were earlier den me...so dey joined me in d MRT...n we set off for douby ghaut...wif mum on d MRT as well...bt it was ok...hehe...den ltr mum wen off as we suppose to meet jing yi...so waited for jing yi at d platform...lol...it was so confusin...she didnt noe wheres d end o d train...lol...in d end d call gt disconnected...

so saw her in d train n we hopped in...den we walk n walk till we reached an escalator...lol...den jing yi sae she read moi blog...so ppl do read huh...shes d bez mans...lol...kk la coz moi add quite long so not mani ppl remembers it...hehe...den we were tokin bout d shirt we wear...rene bought most o hers in this fashion...clothes dere r cheap n quite nice...size im not too sure...lol...so jing yi buys OP...same for me...den she was commentin on moi OP top tt i was wearin 2dae
CONVERSATION:
JY:i buy most o dem in OP bt not lyk hers(mine)
ME:wad! i only gt 1 o dis n i o wad mabs is wearing...collar tee!...d rest r lyk urs coz most of OP's shirt r round collar!!!
MABS: LOL
JY: i oso gt buy pure milk...

end o d shirt conversation...hehe...oh ya told mabs bout d mock exam tink(inside joke) so she was lyk ok...another fated one...im tinkin iszit fate? gd or bad?...lol...so we hv lyk half an hr b4 d show start...i ask can we go city link? mabs sae u wanna go shoppin rite?! hehe flash her a smile...bt we hv to walk pass city link aft all...i didnt really pay much attention to d stuff thou...earings...i cant...moi ears r haiz...dun tok bout dem...so mabs n me bought choc bac...i bought one for moi bro another for moi dad...i didnt buy for moiself...didnt feel lyk eating...hehe...so mabs n rene walk in front o us...den jing yi n i was giggling all d way...was questioned by mabs bt we just sae nth...o coz dere has to b sumtink...
well it sumtink i hv passed to jing yi...moi 'bad habits'...lol...so we imagined sumtink which we r so not suppose to imagine...den we tok bout shawn lee...jing yi noes his chi name, i noes his eng name...in d end, we found out we were actually tokin bout d same person...lol...it was lame, but great minds tink a lyk...lol...

so rene tease me 2dae...i duno wads her prob...lol...bt she seems to hv taken dyan's 'bad habit'...lol...bt jing yi n i didnt sae anitink...surprisingly...lol...perharps we were too bored to entertain her wif d "its gameover le!!!"...lol

so d show was nice althou it was d front row...jing yi bought pop corn mabs n me bought nachos...i noe jing yi wont buy nachos, coz she doesnt lyks cheese...hehe...mabs n rene suppose to share d nachos, in d end, rene said she dun feel lyk eating...kk jing yi saw sumtink...lol...n we giggled half way thru d show...manz im so embrassed...hehe...ok i post lotsa comments bout d show thou...hehe...so jing yi was saein we r d only ppl sittin in d first row...bt ltr on another family proved her rong...hehe...show was great...bt i felt lyk it was another mock exam, coz i was feelin cold n im urgent!!!...lol...last part of d show, jing yi n i jumped...lol...it was lyk so funny...den jing yi sae she jumped bcoz i jumped...lol...i had to sae i really jumped...fun!

so left d place...it was only 9 plus...so we bought ice cream...jing yi wanted to buy mint, bt she's afraid it was too creamy for her, so she bought belgium choc chip...i bought mint chip...all in all, we paid 8 dollars...hehe n d idea first started from mabs n den she said she was too full for ice cream!!! lol...jing yi finishes hers quite fast...bt i believe it would b slower den rou bing...ok i finished quite slow...bt its nice...den we began imagine stuff agn n giggled to d MRT!!! so we had tok...i was wonderin...bout tt mock exam person...den ltr mabs sae mircale may happens...gosh at 10 plus would anibody b at CP?! agn she said mircale...lol...had fun back on d way oso...

so i feel tt we shld hv more o dis outings...shoppin erm mayb for renen n me...jing yi is so not into dis, mabs not sure...bt dis is better coz rene toks to mabs, i tok to jing yi...nice...better den gp shoppin where i duno wad to tok bout...hehe dis, mabs do agree...so i believe we shld hang out more often...YES!!! it goes to moi squadmates as well...we could tok bout...uh hmm, atc, atf, camps...wad we hate wad we lyk...

kk gtg...tata...hope u enjoyed ur dae as well!!!
luv ya all

my dreams 11:36 PM

ok long time no blog le!!! hit town 2dae! ok 2dae is 06/06/2006...a meeting date for all NCOs fifth batch...lol...so woke up dis mornin...download a game n played it...well kinda fun to play la...

den wash up n head for CP...did sum lil shoppin...n i left 45 mins nth to do...so decided to wait for ai ting dey all...den dey came late...aww was tired...den we wen to MRT station...lol...saw alvina ma'am...followed her to double check its her n at d same time, go towards d back o d MRT station...so apparently dere was communication prob...rach, sara, rou bing, sharon n clara board d MRT before us n had to stop at potong pasir den dey board d train where we boarded...head to town!

wen to cineleisure for lunch...had pastamania...yummy spent $10.70...lol...den wen we finish, ryan came...late man...bt its alrite coz shes not eating...lol...wen for neoprint...its nice...lol 10 ppl squeeze into 1 everyone pay $1.10...lol...so took d photos, den ryan n clara designed it...lol...nice...

den rou bing sae wan to eat ice cream...so wanted to bring her to cheers to gt an ice cream stick...in d end, we joined her for an ice cream fiesta...lol...in one o a desert place in cine...lol...so we order an artic 8 n a fordure...i duno hw to spell d ice cream name...lol...d one where we dip fruits n pastries into choch fudge...yum yum...so we took turns eatin d fordure n artic 8...lol...artic 8 has 8 flav o ice cream...we choose macadamia, triple chocolate, chocolate mint, mango, tiramisu, strawberry ripple, brownie, caramel almond fudge...yum...lol...

aft everytink, we wen to wisma to shop...i saw a tee in topshop...nice...its just a plain tee bt d price is not worth d money...one is $23, d other is $19 for a plain tee? i ll consider...lol...not d way to spend moi money thou...lol...so hang round for a while, we head back hm while ryan, clara n rach continues...lol...so gaya, sara n sharon together wif me, we board d MRT n head for douby ghaut...den we left d train while gaya continues her boring journey...lol...ltr sara alighted at hougang station, sharon at punggol n me at seng kang...wen to buy sushi...n saw her...gosh a day to c her wif dad n piggy...so dad was gigglin wen she said hi to me...piggy dd to...n thx goodness she didnt...so rush to sec floor to buy dinner den ok...head back hm...

gg to do work le...tata...enjoyed moi dae 2dae...lol...

my dreams 4:53 AM

topical snow is usually yellow in colour...lol...i witness their fall 2dae...i luv it, d wind carries it along, flake by flake dey fall to d ground wif a rustle...i luv it...d leaves had left d big tree to start another life of decomposition...

k long time no blog le...its bcoz life is too boring le...ok la...31st may gt hist lesson...not bad la quite fun...same gp as kel n jing yi bt kel came late so ya...she was unaware...so cant b bothered...den aft lessons, had lunch at LJS wif jing yi...ya we tok...tok bout poly n jc...den she tell me to do sumtink i really luv...den wen hm.

1st june
had ss lesson 2dae...ok la...watched ss videos, n do work not tt boring aft all...lol...den d video had an interview wif dis guy, he tok damn soft la...missed out sum o d pt.s for notes...lol...lucky ms ng wen thru...i wonder if he's a guy...no offence n jkin...lol

2nd june
no lessons so arranged for tuition...wen to sch hand up EM worksheet first...met bev at sch bus stop at 2...she wen to buy Mac, i wen to buy LJS fries...lol...den we wen for tuition...tuition wasnt tt bad for me bt for bev, it was terrible, she was not feeling well...so sumtimes she wine, sumtimes she moan bt sumtimes she make me laugh n she sing song n all her crap...lol...luv her...b4 tuition had a small quarrel wif qin on msn wen i was only jkin...haiz...so bev left early at 5 plus...i left tuition at 7 plus...tired...took bus bac str8 hm nv drop by RM...lol. wad really surprise me tt dae was bev asked me"y r u 4eva smiling n laughin?" i was taken a back...i duno hw to ans her...k i dd ans her bt i 4gt moi ans...lol...bt i aint tt happy go lucky gal...im a worrier, lil stuff i worry...so happy go lucky? perharps sumtimes...

3rd june
its terrible...i slept at 2 plus n i woke up at 5 plus to complete d AM worksheet...its tough n irritating...den dd d paper...wen bac to tk a short nap at 6plus-7...woke up at 7.30 i tink...dun hv d time to eat breakfast at Macs so mum cooked maggie mee for us...mine was d last bowl bt i dun mind...so she transfer d noodles into moi fav bowl...d glass's lyk so thick n in d end, d bottom o d bowl broke bcoz d noodles was too hot...so d glass came out as a hole mum tot dere weren't ani broken pieces in it...so she gave it to me...i place a spoonful of noodles into moi mouth n "ouch!" i felt sumtink bt i duno wad its tt...perharps its a small piece of glass...mum threw d hole bowl away n gave me another bowl...phew...i tink i gt a small cut in moi mouth...shld b alrite la...

eat bathe rush to sch to hand up AM papers den rush to tuition...bought cup walker...lol...so expected, i arrived late for tuition...n 2dae hardly do ani qns...i dd half half so counted as 1? i duno. finished tuition at 12 pus 2dae den serenella sae her parents ll cum only at 1, so we wen to d swing to play n d swing stink for no reason...so we sat down n chat...lol...its lyk a family...lol...so we to RM bought moi lunch, snacks n head for hm...walked hm...quite far bt nvm...save 45 cents...lol...n its walkin distance...den ate lunch play a while den took nap bt i dun tink i can slp...duno y...den woke up play agn den do tuition hmwk...gt tuition tmr ma...lol

so was doin moi work n tokin to gaya n ting...ltr thambi came online den d 4 o us tok...nth much thou...so ting n thambi left den gaya n me tok lor...so gg to slp le lar...wen to temple jusnw t pray...coz d temple near moi hse gt celebration for one o d God's bdae i tink...

gtg bb...tk kaire ppl

my dreams 9:08 AM