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ok ok so what have i declared? the blog is ROTTEN!!!!
hmm...it will be a long post....ok first of all, acknowledgments...Thank you ppl for the wonderful bdae gifts!!!
TO: Mummy and Daddy for the wonderful pen... 2 Ds thx for the RCT 3 tt my com cant play...hehe Maternal gram for the red packet...
Jia min, Yvonne, Wan Hin, Rozi neighbour, Kumar, Weiling and Htoo for the cute cuddle teddy!!! Ira and Joey for the lady-like pouch...haha Ni Ni, Zi Wei, Choy Ling, Wai Yeng, Thiri for the 2 bottles of perfume...hehe Jia Yan and Jia Hui for the diary and pencil case...ok i shall admit im a strawberry shortcake lover.... Jia's father for the red packet...
Thank you for all the wonderful gifts...i love them loads...
kk...switch mood...since sch starts, its been hard for me to get use to everything...dun ask me why but i just feel weird...mayb bcuz of the previous attachment ba...den str8 aft tt was sch, i felt really really tired.haven been able to get use to yr 2 until wk 4 or 5 or even until nw...wad a sch term...life been hectic...wen u got use to one, another crops up...
everything jus seems so different now...everything is squashed up, attachments are in sch term n jus b4 exams den hols also attachment...haiz den lab test retest all so early...things have changed...jus when you were in ur midst of thinking if you will be selected or not, your heart is no longer dere...mayb wen my name appeared on the screen i was happy for tt moment ba...soon aft tt im really asking myself am i doing for the country, or jus doing for the sake of doing?haiz...one heavy heavy burden! nw better still all more squashed up...haiz...i noe tk it easy tk it easy...but its not so easy...coz everything is so different...
why is it in a gp of 3, sumhw im the one not partnered up...i noe its not easy dere ll always b a pair tts closer...i noe i hv tried it b4 but agn why is it always happening to me?! i rather be lyk my fellow ex com mates...free and easy...our life is not bout this com...but i only can change my concept...its too late to do anything...hopes everything ll go well...
changed changed changed...tired of all the changes...mayb its all the different changes tt adds up ba...im burnt out...all have changed...no more toking in lec halls...no more jking...no more no more no more!!!!project gp is weird...small gp ok la...ppl ok la jus tt kumar is always bickering wif me...apart frm tt its jus so diff...i hv no motivation to do projects no motivation to study...seriously, i really duno wad im doing all this for...i ll sign bond but deres a time tt i hv sec tots bout becoming a nurse...what have become of me...dun ask me i hv no idea...
all i noe is tt i hv changed and im super good at escaping but pls pls pls dun bring back the topic all my light hearted heart will jus sink to the end of the sea.its lyk i duno...its weird...im escaping but im not surviving.haiz...exams over but so far so good...i thank god for the help...
damn my damn heart my damn brain...im hating myself more and more.seriously...im stupid and dumb and ass...why cant i jus live my own life...haiz... aunty's visiting ba...but at least daddy noes wad im gg thru...
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