yay!!! ok so we started paper at 8.15am ended it at 9.15am...teacher collecting our class papers was damn slow...so irritating kept gg to 4F thinking its 4G...making all of us laugh...so finish collecting papers is already like 9.30am...hmm........didn't managed to catch a glismp of what she take...my dumbo friend...lol...ok so ms chow wants to see us for some CCA leaps thing...haha managed to get an A, happy but what for, im not even going JC...wasting points le...haiz...so drag until 10 plus...gosh...had breakfast tea with lower sec...their recess happens to clash...so ate and go...reached bugis at 11 plus...rou bing went library...so yo, mindy and I went to find bag and stuff...mindy needs to get a bag for her friend tammy...the 3 of us belts and 4 sets of b'dae pressie for me...so bugis street...we bought belts...i bought two...leather and weave kind...cheap and i love them...went to seiyu...mindy still cant find a bag...finally we found it and she got it for $22...so yup after much walking...i bought nike bottle, IP zone tee,toy turtle, notebook and emily's belated b'dae gift...hehe...so few days later have to get jing yi's one...haiz...im getting broke...when we walk with mindy...we nv complain...when its time for me to find my things....she kept wining...lol...shes a bad shopper...haha...next time shld go out wif yo and rou bing instead...lol...met rou bing in food court...had lunch...shop for the last gift and we left bugis...thought the day has ended...but we went to kovan as a gp...coz yo wants to go then i asked rou bing...and she said ok...so off we go...had bubble tea...i bought wrapper...yup...this whole day was dated 25 Aug...and i spent $70 all in all...food and gifts...lol
my dreams 4:28 AM
i dun understand...y is the human nature lyk tt? why cant u just tell me the truth? lyk where on earth did i done wrong to u!!! NO!!! ok mayb i did it withour realising...perharps u shld just tell me and not let me make the same mistk...but i guess u r cruel enough to make me live in agony...
worst...u tok to me lyk nothing has happen...and behind my back u sae sumtink bad about me...human are horrible creatures...and i believe u are!!! forgat bout it...u can go tok all u wan...aft all, its ur mouth,i hv no right to control it...y am i always makin such frens? deres one time i made dis fren, she betrayed me big time...well i didnt really treated her as a fren...but cant believe, i really treat u as my fren, n u dd dis...and now u r running away!!! hahahahahahahahahahaha...human r so weird...but who has the time to care bout all this...i dont n i dont care anymore!!!
my dreams 4:00 AM
ok now im waiting for daddy to say let's go...i've jus changed into my swimming costume...bleah...hungry ghost festival's over...now say im superstitious...jus tt those time i hv too mug non stop...bleah...
so say im waiting...haiz...all bored...better than unable to absorb every single tink now...so might as well go into the waters and hv sum fun first!!!
gtg...bb luv u ppl!!!
my dreams 7:54 PM
lol...ok so prelims r still gg on...which is totally sucky...haha...had lunch 2dae wif jing yi...oh the way i saw jim...bleah its the sec time at the same spot le...haha y do i always forgt normal school ends lesson on fri at 12 or 12.30? haha...so we pretend we didnt c each other...haha...so coincidental...
so had lunch at BK...well there's hardly any choice for us in BK thou, its either fish or chicken so we both gt the chicken set...munch n swallow, munch n swallow...den we tok bout supernatural powers n stuff...den our nightmares last night...haha...mine was scary...sum dead ppl...den ltr she teach me kinematics...a while n we started tokin...left BK at 3pm...saw kendra n hui min...den blah blah blah the usual bout sumtink...im now wondering how mani ppl actually noes bout it!!! i noe the hole of 4F noes bout it aft janetta shout to the hole class according to jing yi, asfor 4G, i really hv no idea...i noe amileen's gang noes bout it, my own clique(lyk duh), marie's gang...n i duno le...i hope it hasnt gt tt far...haha...
so ya...jus finished reading a storybook titled "The Last Chance Texaco" it is kinda interesting...but now i think back the story line is a little slow...haha...its bout groupe house in America if im not wrong...group house simply means orphanage...so it talks about this girl by the name of lucy, whose parents and brother died in a car accident,her sister was adopted but she was too tough to handle for the foster family...so she has stayed in 10 different homes in 8 years...finally she reach the last home which is the last chance for her...kindle home...its different from the rest of the homes...and if she still misbehave, she ll b send to rabbit island aka eat-your-young-island...where she ll nv return...so it toks bout her life in kindle home, and the school in their neighbour...and a small advanture...n it was a great ending...i feel that its worth reading but it may not be ur interest thou...but no harm trying...
my dreams 7:09 AM
ok...aft much talking and all, i feel much better...lol...thank you people...Thank you to all those who have help me in one way or another...thanks for taking time to show me concern...thank you...i ll not think too much after all...hehe...
so today was a good day...i woke up...as usual late for tuition again...hehe...then after tuition, we have prata again...it was fun! lol...n i invented something call sugar curry...qin was eating prata with sugar...so i pour some sugar onto my plate and then i dip my prata in curry n sugar...hehe...its nice...yum yum...had ice milo...but i feel that its too milky...mum's milo is always the best...no sugar, no milk...yum...lol...no matter how many times i tried to do it myself, it just didn't taste the same...lol
went home to meet daron and duke...so off we go to kovan...was thinking about what to have for lunch when dad called and say to bring us for sushi buffet...lol...service was damn slow...argh...daron eat and eat...bleah...haha...after that when to shop for shorts but to no avail
so we went to tampines to look for seahorse...no luck again this time...haiz...my poor sea horse living in its own world...so lonely...i know very well how it feels...lol...then duke and i went to some shop selling puppies...lol...so cute...got this white dog that just keep running in circles...lol...
oh ya i bought precious moment stickers...so cute...lol...cherishing every moment i have...lol....yay! deanna's on the way to recovery...it comes fast but end fast...haha...thou it ll still haunt me for the rest of my life...
my dreams 1:33 AM
argh! i nd help...everytink's stuck in my head...y cant dey gt out??? y cant i just forgt bout everything? why? why? why?
why i screwed my whole practical? why didnt i heat the dumb solution well enough? why didnt the damp red litmus paper turn red? why? why? why?
why must everything cumin all together? why? why am i getting confused aft i hv made my choice? why? why i let go another pops up? why? why's everybody snatching? why? why am i thinkin too much now? why? all the stress im facing isbursting me!!! why why why must they exist? why?!
why must i hear from qin? i noe bout dis...bcoz shes down n im listenin to her...but why? why must i feel it aft everything...i dun make a good counsellor...i shld not take up socila work in future...bamb!everything's turning...the world is, my mind is! turn turn turn...y can i just forgt about everytink...why do i absorb lyk a sponge? why? why? why? can i jus hear, listen, think n forgt every single thing? mayb by doing tt my life will be better? why? i cant do all that...i dun understand why! this is totally killing me! why do i hv to look strong on the outside and feel weak on the inside...is this the me all along? im losing my ownself...when will this ever stop?!
can sum1 tell me...how do solve a math qns...u r given the length of all sides of a triangle...n dey ask u to find one angle...i cant think anymore...
who can tell me all the ans to my qns?...i guess the qns ll follow me only aft i die...
my dreams 1:23 AM
aww...seems lyk dis ll b the last post i will blog b4 my prelims...haiz...nine more days...tt no. is threatening...hate mabs nick...lol...
school prom committee planning everytink...so our prom ll b at King's hotel...i tink its ok...everyone fork out $50...n mani ppl complainin...hiyo...hu ask us to b so suay...last of sec sch...hv to clash wif 2 mths lunar month of hungry ghost festival...so all couples pusheed back their weddings to oct n nov...haiz...so go top hotels at least $80 max $100...which is so crazy...lol...so crazy...
mummy ask me go loan gown...scold me say everytime i buy gown only wear once...lol...which i so totally agree...hehe...i cant remember since when dd i start buying gown n i only wear once...bleah such a waste of money...lol...:'(
ok so prelims cuming...activities are gting lesser...n cant tt dumb gal stop crossing my path?!!!
i hate her crossing my path...cant she jus tk another path...irritating...so retarded...wen c each other bt we dun even sae hi...n worst...i scream evertime i c her...wonder wads so scary bout her...lol...kk crap enuff le nd to gt bac to studies
n i hate bio prac...worst...they shift to 23rd of aug! :'(...im sad...i dun even hv to cum to sch on tt la! den bcoz o bio prac sick k...cum at 1230 for 1pm prac...retarded...den 25 cum for 1 hr...for combine sci mcq...irritating...aniwae 2dae gt election hols! yay!!! lol...sch always later then other sch...lol...nvm aft 2dae still gt mani hols waiting...hehe...n it simply means, i dun hv to cross her path or vice verse!!! yay!!! lol...so i can stay home wen she go do her art prelims...yes yes yes!!!...wen to celebrate yo's bdae 2dae...sad...d machine out o stock...irritatin...lol...
made a new fren dis term...lol...amanda chung...lol...ms chung, ms chatterbox...lol...
kk really gtg...i hate practicals...lol...how to 45 mins for 1 combine sci practical?! can ani one tell me wad to do?! i haven been into real trainin b4...HELP!!!
my dreams 3:37 AM
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