Deanna/Dee/Denana/Donut Cabury Church, CHIJ OLN, CHIJ SJC, NYP
Loves <3
My Family
My only god-sister
My friends
4 Gracians
Darling squadmates
Brother Association
Prata Punks
Ba Xian Guo Hai
Chocolates, Cheese cakes
Smiles
Though the stupid setback seems so small...and yt y have i determined to work hard...i put in my best, practice as often as i could...and yt, my confidence is still all the way at the bottom of the valley? mention of written test, oral test...i can still do it...and yt, tok bout prac everythings goes down agn...WHY? WHY? WHY? why is it so hard for me to climb up once agn...i really duno wad i shld do...be myself...hw do i go bout doing it?
u tell me " this is not the cheerful and lively deanna tt i noe." but yt, all i could ans u was "im tired". i really really tried my best to hide my feelings...so tt those arnd me wont gt affected...but everything is jus building up......i cant gt them out....i really feel lyk giving up
u ask me hw was training today...i cant ans u on fone but i can tell u now, i seriously nv enjoyed it today...because...i duno if i shld gif up...but if i gif up nw, i wont even noe who am i le...i can pass this time, but the next time? den wad bout WSC? shld i still go on when everyone arnd is the crim of the maze? i am losing myself day by day le......when will i breakdwn i nv noe........
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