haiz...the yr 2006 is coming to an end soon! then, 1st 3 mths will start! haiz...the more i talk bout 1st 3 mths, the more upset i get!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really wanna cry! why!why!why! why do i feel so inferior!why!i dun understand!so what if i dun gt into 1st 3 mths? it doesnt mean anytink!why must i have this kind o mindset?! i made the choice not to apply for MI but why am i feeling all this now?!haiz...ARGH!!! i need to cycle! i need to shout! i need the breeze! I NEED TO GO TO THE BEACH AGAIN!!!
my dreams 6:47 AM