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My only god-sister
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4 Gracians
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Chocolates, Cheese cakes
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i duno...i really can't stand it anymore...why must i even cum into this world?! i duno...now the trio ll it ever fall apart i duno? why am i always changing? i duno...do i hv split personality? i duno mayb im crazy...
back in sjc, my fears were lonely n self-conscious, its a place, where i can totally hang out n be myself...a place, where i nv lost myself...den sp 2 wks, i lost myself totally!!! i nv could treat my sp frens lyk how i treat mab,rene,yo,min, jing yi n all...but sumhw, i found myself...now in 28...i lost myself once agn...a zombie me...i duno wad to do...i really duno wad to do...
to jia: im really sorry...i noe u hv alr tried ur best to salvage the whole situation tonite...im so sorry
it has been years since i last thought about S. i really feel lyk doing it...dis time, i can jus do it n be done wif it...sumhw, i dun bother bout my worries anymore, i dun bother abt ppl n i dun bother abt hw ppl tink of me...jus do it n be gone......................
i tink the only solution to find bac the old me i hv found it...but ll it work, i duno..............all i can say is, im getting worst n worst.........i cant accept tt...i duno wad to do...........i wanna say gdbye forever............................................................................................................................................................
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