why is it that i need someone to talk to , you were always not there...its either, you were too busy, or jus that it was too late or rather its at the wrong time...den wads the pt of ever mentioning that, shld i hv any problem i can go to u...i want to...but i nv cld............
i always mentioned the word divorce easily...but yt, its sumtink dreadful that may happen...saying out at a light hearted mood, the response is so so much different from saying out at a serious mood...i hope n i pray that nth ll happen......
always hope for the best, spent a whole day, happily shopping, washing new clothes n yt the mood can be so easily dampen......lyk i say wen im doing project, im stress n pissed!!! pls pls for god sake dun disturb me that time...thx alot......hw can we be so happy one min n yt enemies at another...
i really hate to do this...but i jus dun understand, why cant i face reality...why cant i do it? is it becuz u started it n im jus following ur footsteps? i hv no idea...i can stand it no more......i really really feel lyk shouting it out loud......i duno shld i be happy that i hv met u, or shld i not? we shld hv met once b4 we met at our very first meeting...but fate didnt do it tt way, n so, why shld fate let us meet eye to eye the sec time?! one gt prob, two gt prob...when will our probs end? tt will be only wen we carry dem all down to grave wif us.........
i duno if i hv tt kind of strength that mummy has in her...hanging on...she has a very gd reason to hang on...but do i hv one? shld i be mummy's gd daughter once agn n forgt everytink...everytink that started long long long ago.........
my dreams 8:05 AM