its weird...maybe its due to the exam week ba...hmm...somehow...i wonder if we are really what we were at the start of the school...it's just weird...despite not seeing her, her and more her for erm say 3 wks...i can still tok to them...but yet, the closest, i cant seem to even say hi...what is wrong with us?! maybe a dyad would be better than a triad...though a dyad is not that stable but if i have the chance, i ll go for the dyad...seems lyk tts my personality for all my life so far...tt happened in sec 3, i broke off frm the triad......ll it happen i duno...but i ll say, we ll still be frens......im contented to just having a dyad relationship...be it a pair or more...im happy...im also happy being a floating soul...float here and dere...i have no complains...but a triad..................i duno......
so many things have been happening...screwed up my thursday paper...a total killer where i lost all my confidence...anw i finally understand wad U mean by being seperatly innocently...anw, wen U first tok to me bout ur separation, i said its ok, no worries...finally i understand how u feel.....lyk wad roy said...u wont know how it feels until u hv gone through it.........for U,all i have to say is...every parent means well......but then i noe it ll feel unreasonable bout their decision...but still their primary reason is to protect their only daughter and to mean well for her...to tell U the truth...i duno wad to do as well......i know they meant well but its really unreasonable for what daddy had say......i duno...i just duno......sumhw, i jus feel theres no necessary to tok bout it, but then until nw, thinking and thinking, i still cant find the ans.........
im tired...physically and mentally.........my eyes hurt, im sick of everything...esp...............
my dreams 10:04 AM